so far...my life has been turned around completely.....im no longer living with my foster mom as she is in the hospital...on august the 29th my foster mom hd a heart attack and a stroke...she was rushed to the hospital..and shes been there ever sence...her right side of her body is paralized...she can't swollow er food so she has to have a feeding tube....she can't speak either....this is really upseting for me...but its been a month sence shes been there...im living with my father and so far i love it here..besides the fact me and his wife dislike eachother..but anyway soon it'll be christmas...meaning the evil white snow T_T...my first christmas with my father...and the being of a new life for me...but anyways enough of me feeling upset etc...im gonna go lay down....im tired....

kuu is the small one shes the girl and the runt, and bob is the boy he's the biggest one (greg called the boy bob as it's his hamster)

honey my hamster(her name was camo) had 5 healthy babies on friday june 27/08
this is the 3rd day they kinda remind me of pink jelly beans.

well i feel happy instead of hateful today cause it's my birthday
some weird scary thing happed and my foster moms side of the family thought i was turning 17
and my foster dads side of the family thought i was turning 16
i was so confused o_o
but im 16 now ^_^.....if i was 17...i would have had to be in a coma for a year.o_o cause i can't remember having a 16th Bday..^_^ well now i can cause i just had it
............
AND here a picture of my little gizzy
he is so cute
his birthday was on the 5th

i've had it with people acting like goddamn ass holes! this really has to stop because very soon i'll just completely shut out the world.
im not to happy at all my birth day is on the 9th of june but i really don't care.
i think i should just leave my house for a month and just disappear then return.
then at least i'd have a months peace away from everything.
to some i might sound kinda emo right now but the truth is im fucking upset so i can't help it we all have our moments.
for some people i just wish they'd go kill them self and just rot.
all my friends on NG are awesome so i thank them for being there.
NG is an awesome place....i met most of my caring friends here but greg is the best.
if u do read this greg this has little to do with u...only a very very small amount does.

.......................
.i'll talk to my friends on msn...as most of them have it
goodbye

greg-sama is the best in the world! he was my first friend here.
he under stands me more than other people do and he's there for me when im down and hurt
these are some of the reasons i love him
I love u sooo much greg-sama

my two new hamsters
camo(on the right) and cojiro (on the left)
there are so cute! i love them a lot but not as much as i love gizmo.
these two are both black bear hamsters camo is a girl and cojiro is a boy.

im hooked on this song o_o
boom boom satellites are my most favorite band

There the kyubbi problem is fixed from my last blog so noone has to worry about being killed by a big running fox
........... lets just hope my friend Rei doesn't unlock the cage.....
anyway this little guy in the surround sound is my little gerbil gizmo i've had him now for a very long time ^_^ he is so cute!
........................

kyubbi is big......big fox^_^ yay........o.o now he's running!
WARNING TO ALL THAT COME HERE LOOK OUT FOR A VERY HUGE FOX DEMON RUNNING AROUND!

P.S. its not my fault u get ran over by him....i warned u...